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It is hard to accept that I am grown, and I have to decide now what I will do in future. Every time when I think about it something in my mind focuses other unimportant things such as past events and my old university. I believe it is some sort of a self escape mechanism of my mind. At this stage, any wrong decision can ruin my life. I do not afraid to take a decision, but the consequences will be a heavy burden which I have to carry them all of my life.

I had what I wanted from the material world until this time that my family could offer. However, now what I see is a man falling from the sky without a parachute, and worstly without a penny. I remember my past in these days often that reminds me I left most of important decisions about my life to my family, because I was always extremely confident that the decisions which will be taken by my family will not hurt me. Now, I am in Australia, and I am pretty far away from my friends and people who can help me a little bit.

Anyway, I had some dreams about being a genetic engineer. First, I learnt that in my country there is no job for a genetic engineer and secondly what I wanted to do is actually illegal. And lastly, my country's university system did not allow me to be a genetic engineer.  I said to myself all rite Aether be something else then. But what? My teachers said me dozens of time - Aether you can be a lawyer, or a journalist, because you can write and speak really well. I wrote lots of things about what I see, and unfortunately many people got really angry about my articles. Lots of my friends strongly suggested me to stop writing especially about our own country, and super duper powers of the world. Anyway, my web pages always kept blocked by my government so not many people could read my articles. 

I'm 24 now, left my university a few years ago to find a better one, and I have found a good uni this time in Australia. The problem is I have already sold my future dreams. Maybe my mind just wants to show me the old Aether, and in order to do that it keeps flooding me with unnecessary things until I take the right decision. However, I mentioned previously that I'm leaving my family (falling from the sky) forever and most of luxuries which I enjoyed will not be available for me very, very long time. I really love children and I want to have my own children after I have a job and a stable income. I have finished first year of commerce, and I need to choose a degree that may help me to ease my life. Even being an accountant is not really looking bad in these days.

Aether.